After lockdown, I thought of going back to Delhi but due to the grim situation in Delhi, I decided to stay back. In the initial few months, I anyhow managed to control my sex urges but it was getting hard for me.

I had a submissive friend who used to live with me but she moved to her hometown before lockdown and decided to get married. I had to find a new partner and start from scratch. After all, it’s not an easy task to find someone who has an interest in BDSM because not everyone openly discusses this lifestyle.

I started visiting FetLife, spent more time on social media, and talked to many people but unfortunately, I couldn’t find someone local to Hyderabad. I kept writing quotes and short stories related to BDSM and posted them online.

One day, I got a fellow request from a new profile with no profile picture and no followers. I didn’t pay much attention and after a few minutes, I got a message request. The message was, “I read your quotes and stories and I find them very interesting.”

“I follow you from my original account but didn’t want to reveal my identity before talking to you. My name is Priya and I’m a married woman based in Vizag.”

“I and my husband use to try BDSM, and we were planning to involve someone who is experienced in this lifestyle. We both would like to know more about you and take things further slowly.”